Hmm...things are not going well and i had to text my therapist.
Major relapse with the Eating.
But messaging her made me feel worse as i got a reply which didnt really help. She had managed to get hold of the ED team but has been told it is unlikely i will be seen for 'many months'.
I told her i was really struggling with my eating and i have relapsed with the selfharm and laxative/pro plus abuse.
She said she will talk about it with me when i next see her, which is the 16th november.
I find it so frustrating though. i dont want to be like this, i hate this whole disorder and i want the help. but the adult mental health service in my area (especially the eating disorder service) is not very good at all.
So i have been home, in bed since 3pm. I went to the yard and barely sat down all day. Im so exhausted and emotional right now.
About Me
- Horsey Girl
- United Kingdom
- Im an equine student with a few lil problems :) i like to think im fun but caring. i love competing, reading, writing, drawing and having long debates about psychology,ethics, politics... but i do like the odd party, trip to the pub and doing crazy things :D haha
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